That's what I'm trying to say, is hard to believe. But I believe you. I still want to finish writing that story that I started to imagine at age 9 and was about a little duck who wanted to find his family. For a change and do something more cute, less depressed and violent than I normally do.
I think people imagine me as a sex crazy pervert or something
I'm working on a world for 15 years now for example, I love a lot of things, and I actually add them to the pictures. For example: Watch the backgrounds, and you'll know me, I know it's strange, but still... Only a few commissioners have idea about the backgrounds, so when I draw them that's a little 'me'. Watch closely even the hardest porn I draw, clearly shows that I love organic stuff, nature, fantasy, books, little containers with stuff in them, scrolls, trees, etc. I'm sorry for the longcomment but I felt like i want to speak ^^
My grandfather used to say: the first impression esses the first idea that you always have of that person, and not miss the day where you wonder how you know this person, and so you remember how you should see it (maybe that's why I did not try to make pornographic art). I know you as an pornographic artist, I see you as an pornographic artist, and I think that's bad because now that you mention it I would have liked to know you had other idea besides what do you do usually.
I got involved nine years writing a story, is a bit long and complicated and I've only finished the first part. But even this story may include violent or sexual history always trying to give a focus on a good story to follow it, because if I focus a lot in sexual or violent history, then would not have much sense. Prefer not be seen like someone who only writes stories with a sexual contended with violent content, more as this story has it but does not focus on that. And so far my critics have told me that on my own idea I censored too much sexual matters, but after a while you realize how much I do not try to make you masturbate with my work, if not also notice you have a story from ancient times love, anger, innocence, mythology, war and fear (I do not think that history is too short or poorly explained as to not understand each topic).
talking about long comments, but I can add that I understand what you say and is very interesting.
Since you're mainly commissions, what you draw represents doesn't represent yourself, but instead it represents the perversions and fantasies of a select few members of the community
[link] this work, (which I assume is non-commissioned) shows what kind of person you are, someone who enjoys the show for it's charm, drama, and storytelling ability. I assume all this through the facial expression and the hours of work you dedicated to this two-part epic
tl;dr - You're not a total pervert, you're just payed to draw perverted things
Actually, we could say the coin has two sides, but that wouldn't tell much, I love many-many-many things. I DO love porn, I'm a pervert in a way, otherwise I wouldn't draw porn on my own, I'm a grown man with a wild fantasy, even if the porn I draw (canon) is something totally different... I mean... When I watch the show this kind of stuff pop up in my head (the one you linked), basicly because I love fantasy and this kind of stuff, I jizz my pants every time a myth monster (like... chimera, or gilda, manticore, cerberus and stuff) show up, they even have armors (royal guards etc), castles, the show happens ina fantasy world, that's one reason I love it The pony stuff is a plus, I find it cute So, back to the thing I wanted to say... So when I watch the show I imagine how would I draw that scene, to make it legit, but I also see what others will do with it (in the last episode when the changelings tied down the guards with this green goo), I was like oh boy how many perverts will jump on that scene (and they didn't... strange...) For me, the porn side of my drawings aren't really 'canon' in my head, they look same, they act same, but it's like loli stuff, (i used this example in another conversation, strange it comes up more often nowadays), some find it hot, but they would never do that in IRL, it's fantasy, wich is ok till no one gets hurt. So this is the MLP porn for me, it's based on the show, but when I watch it.. Meh.. I just enjoy the awesomeness of it ^^ Sorry if it was long I'm in a blah-blah mood mabye. ALso, sorry for the grammar, english is still hard sometimes